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Flash Fiction

The Puddle? 

There is an infamous folktale right here where I live. People believe that when a storm appears, it will leave behind something far more sinister than just water and the grazing wind. Rumours say that something resides within the storm, and when the time comes, it will hunt down anything unfortunate enough to be its feast.

As time flies, people thought that this story is some sort of mumbo-jumbo that parents made so their children wouldn’t go out to play during a storm.

But I should have listened to those stories because the consequences are real.

It was a rainy day when it happened. Me and my brother watched as the storm poured down the road, the slashing wind, the freezing air. To be honest, my brother and I enjoyed it. We were looking forward to playing after the storm because, usually, puddles would fill up since there are lots of potholes in the road.

Me and my brother would usually jump in these puddles. Though it seems childish, if it makes my little brother happy, it will make me happy too. The storm seems to slow down as I look at my younger brother.

He eagerly jumps and says, “Brother, brother, when will the rain stop?” I looked at him and gave him a gentle smile.

As the storm fades, the cloud seems to stay, the sky dark as the night, and the wind chills through our bones. My younger brother looked at me. He seemed determined to jump in one of the puddles. I simply couldn’t refuse. But before we left the house, My mother told me something. “Boys, be careful. It’s still dark. Remember, only a quick play and we’ll have dinner.”

My brother and I nodded and simply headed out to the road to search for a puddle.

“I’M SORRY I LEFT THAT DAY.”

As we run through the streets, it seems that we can’t find more puddles. I looked at the sky as it gets darker. I told my brother, “We should go home. Maybe the puddles will stay until tomorrow.”

A frown etched itself upon my brother’s face as tears fall from his eyes.

I felt bad, so I decided to search for one in a forest near our house. Fortunately, we managed to find one, but something seems odd. My heart screams for us not to approach it, but my brother gleefully runs through the forest floor with joy in his eyes.

“I SHOULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING. IT’S MY FAULT.”

As I walked slowly, I could see him jumping normally, but as I got closer, my brother immediately stopped. He said, “Brother, something’s pulling me….” I thought it was a joke, but just in case, I tried pulling him out of the puddle.

As I pulled him back, I felt like something was pulling back. My brother started crying, and I assured him I would get him out. And then, in the blink of an eye, my brother was dragged into the puddle. I tried jumping in, but the puddle is as shallow as it was before.

“̸̞̂I̸̥͠ ̵̰̑W̶̥̊A̸͈̿S̶͎̈́ ̷̱̇C̴͔̿Ǫ̷́N̴̡̛F̸̃͜Ǔ̵̧S̷̨͑E̵͎͝D̶̙͂,̴̼͒ ̴̮͝W̸̻̓H̷̡̋Ȁ̴͕T̸̞̈́ ̵̊ͅS̶̳͑Ȟ̸̲O̶̻͘Ǘ̴̫L̴͔̓D̵̳̔ ̶̦̽Ȋ̶͓ ̶̮͂D̴̤͂O̷̘̒?̶̡̐”̸̙͌

I scream, “Brother!” I can hear his faint voice screaming, “HELP ME!!!”

But I can’t do anything. My mind was blank. My only thought was to run home.

I ran and ran until I lost my breath, tears falling from my eyes as I screamed for my parents. My father saw me on the ground. He quickly sprinted towards me and asked what happened. I said, “The puddle! Brother! H-he…!” For the first time in my life, I see fear in my father’s eyes.

My mother, who was approaching me, seemed to be trembling, and both of my parents froze.

Father simply said, “It has returned.”

My father picked me up, and both of them ran to the house, locking the windows and doors. They told me to hide in their room. My father carried a cross and simply told me and my mother to pray for him.

Though the night seemed long, it finally ended.

My father and my mother cried. They knew they had lost their youngest one. They weren’t mad at me. It wasn’t my fault, they said.

My father told me, “Never wander into that forest and never approach those puddles.”

If only I knew what to do, he would still be here.

The feeling of guilt haunts me, yet a desire for vengeance starts to grow within me.

“̶̼̍̐I̶̱̱͇̐̉ ̸̘͈͉̍̂W̴͔̏̈̔I̸̬̔̅̚L̸͉̱̺͆͘͝L̷̈̈͜ ̶̛͈͔͌̚G̷̬̐̽̏E̷̹̜̩̓T̴͈͎͋͌͝ ̵̃͜͜͝T̶̠̟̅̚͜Ḧ̶̫́Ė̷̛̺͇͔ ̵͔̮͙̉̊T̴̢͓̿̄̓ͅH̵͕͆̈́͜I̴͉̖̼͑N̴̫̔̈͊G̵͙͗ ̷͖̫̀̔T̵̮̅̚H̶̘̑͆͠A̷͇̪̾͗͋T̴̮̻̃ ̶̙͍̉̓͊T̴̤̮̿Õ̵̡͎͊̃Ọ̸̎͗̈́Ķ̶̹̹̆ ̶̳͉̠̏͛͂M̵̰̰͐̈̽Ÿ̸͉̥͝͝ ̶̟̯̉̇̇͜B̵͈̻͒̈́̌R̵͔͖̳̂̾O̵̡̺̩͆T̴̨̺̣̾Ḫ̵͆E̶̳̣̱̽̈́̎R̴̰͙̀̈́͌ ̵̺͙̄Ȧ̸̡̜̬W̵̗̗̪̿̈́͘À̶̻Ỹ̷̪̝͓́.̴͕̈”̴̫̈́

TO BE CONTINUED………..

Author: Putu Beryl Putra W

Editor: Nanda Pratama Putera Tomasila & Vonna Meisya Saputra (QC)

Illustrator: Angelita Dayang Diva

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Poem

Sailor’s Journey

Illustration by: Angelita Dayang Diva

When you had a treasure map

You’d try so hard to reach the end

To start, you need a boat, a crew, and an adventurer’s heart

Looking forward to what’s coming ahead

 

A trip ready to be sailed

In a sea full of signs of beware

As 70% of it hasn’t been discovered

Keep in a full guard, or else you’ll feel

 

Seasick, afraid, and even hurt by the journey

They mess you up

Not only physically but also mentally

But hey, keep telling yourself this

 

What lies up ahead, it will be worth it

Every single time you spent living with the fish,

Every space you take to trace around the red line,

Each scenery you sacrifice for a sea wherever you look

 

That should be enough to keep you going

Is what I’d say when we got stability on our side

But we are human, full of hope in finding that chest

That was soon to be ours if it was even still there

 

Once again, we are humans broken by expectations

There will be a day you will fear

That tragedy is on the ship paying a visit holding your gear

Occupying the steering wheel straight to the void of your thought

 

What if there is no treasure chest?

What if it’s empty?

Our trip crossing the horizon would have been a waste!

It is time for us to give up

 

Let me tell you, my crew

I once was a feared Kid

Afraid of failure, of everything to come

The failure took the most out of me and left me to sink into the bottom

Climbing is not a result but a process

 

Hence why, be grateful for the trip

Be grateful thus you are not on this journey alone

Even if it was air that we were chasing

I’d be grateful for this experience of griefing

 

Author: Gregorius Beryl S.S.

Editor: Sitti Aminah Intan Utami & Vonna Meisya Saputra (QC)

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Current News

Sastra Spotlight Vol. 1:The Shine of The Rising Star

The performers and crew of Sastra Spotlight vol. 1 (taken by: Farrel, documentation section of Sastra Spotlight vol. 1)

Sastra Spotlight, the first-ever platform for literature enthusiasts under the Lit Collective Community first formed in May 2023 at the Beringin area Student Hall, Campus I. Sanctuary of Unease was chosen to be the theme of the Sastra Spotlight held on June 9, 2023. The topic encourages people to communicate their discomfort, anxiety, and other challenging emotions that they have felt safe and confident enough to share.

Angel Tevina Santoso, the Vice Person of the Lit Collective community, stated, “This event was made as a safe place for participants to express themselves in any form, and we hope that many people will appreciate literature more and the future events will run smoothly.” At this event, the atmosphere was enjoyable and informative, which made the attendees’ enthusiasm for literature grow just as the hope of the community.

Alexander Deska Pedestrian, one of the performers, described the event’s surroundings as energetic but added that everyone who participated in it—both audiences and performers—applied appropriate restraint to ensure nothing untoward occurred. The Sastra Spotlight Vol. 1 crew did a great job planning the event so that everything went well and was enjoyable.

Seanpaul Lapudooh, one of the performers, performed spoken word poetry “Hope” in Sastra Spotlight vol. 1 (taken by: Farrel, documentation section of Sastra Spotlight vol. 1)

The event opened with special performances by ELMO and Bengkel Sastra. The performers enlivened the event with their performances. The performances ranged from spoken word poetry, poetry reading, story-telling, and monologues, to musical performances, which added a colorful way to express themselves. Moreover, there was a “Tirta Session”, which allowed anyone to leave anonymous stories later read by the MC, adding to the event’s excitement. 

The performers displayed their best selves, and the whole thing was thrilling. “This is an excellent forum for people who have a passion for literature so they can express themselves. Our hope is never to stop pursuing what makes you happy, no matter how difficult it can be,” said Sean Lapudooh, who performed a spoken word poetry titled “Hope” at the event. 

In the event, the audience was free to show their support, took some documentation, and were allowed to munch in addition. They were even suggested to swing by the Elite Fundraiser tenant to grab some snacks and drinks while watching the performance. Along with the presence of the students, several lecturers joined in attending the performances and enlivening the audience’s mood.

 

 

Journalist: Erica Rafaella 

Reporter: Dulce Cicilia Sariri

Editor: Yohana Satvika Wahyuveda & Ruth Tirza Arina (QC)

 

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Creative Writings Poem

Independence Day for Children

 

Her little hand gripped a knife

Chopping the tobacco leaves one by one

Her lungs rebelled

Longing for fresh air

 

His little hand gripped a shovel

The smell of smoke permeated his sackcloth

He saw his nails turn into teal

At nine, he was told to leave his childishness

 

Her childhood was sacrificed,

For bread to fill the stomach of her family

What was a doll?

She only knew how to operate machines

 

His childhood was sacrificed,

For the three coins given to his mother

What was a toy car?

He only knew how to shovel coals

 

She wanted to be a writer

But what she held was a looming needle

She asked her father,

Was my future just deprived?

 

He wanted to be a weightlifter athlete

But what he held was a sack of sand

He asked his mother,

Was my future just murdered?

 

Their cries were restrained

Work or starve another day

They saw their friends,

slump and die

 

Their inner groans awaken a new generation

Who can be their representative to demand rights

For a new era where they can shout:

I AM FREE!

 

 

Author: Dulce Cicilia Sariri

Editor: Yohana Satvika Wahyuveda, Ruth Tirza Arina (QC)

Illustrator: Ajeng Suci Hati

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Creative Writings Poem

A Horror Show

Marching parade of the nightmarish dusk

Busting through the land of the cursed,

Nightly creatures band in rows

Escorted by the sound of the croaking crows,

 

An ominous shadow slithering by the wall,

Up on a hill where the beast crawls

A looming danger hides in the gloom

Came from him who was buried in no tomb

 

Nosferatu, the master of the night, arisen

A chaperone of the lord of dark’s awaken

Awaken, from his unrest sleeps

Hunted for his feast, he creeps

 

O, Renfield, a slave to the Count

Driven into madness

To seize immortality 

Out of his prophecy

 

It’s a horror show

A grotesque scene of a murderous scheme

 

This, is a horror show 

A dreadful tale of October’s end

 

 

Author: Valentina Pascalia

Editor: Desca Geovani Kristi, Ruth Tirza Arina (QC)

Illustrator: Ajeng Suci Hati

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Creative Writings Poem

Is It Possible, Mom?

She reminded her of the origin of love

The womb, so warm, engulfed by amniotic wisdom 

Strings attached through the umbilical cord

Now etched in the daughter’s heart


So this is the home she had been longing for

The care from a pair of hands other than her own

Massaging her back until the wind escapes

Messaging in, here warmth, so winter 

will no longer enter her heart, she said


“If this is what you need,

take my fire.”

She flames with no care

to the melting body of her candle


The daughter cried in silence

for her exhaustion felt, too

She has the time candle, too

so many stages to burn

yet so little, for her mother


If only she could’ve been

kinder to her without becoming

less pleasured of a lover

less passionate of a dreamer


To the kindest, without less youth

Is it possible, that she too

build a warmth of home

to pay back

without an upcoming

after death regret?

Author: Agnes Seraphine

Editor : Sitti Aminah Intan Utami & Vonna Meisya Saputra (QC)

Illustration : Kenar Syalaisha Kanayana

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Current News

JDF Open: The Collaborative Debate Competition with EDS

(The JDF Open winner announcement. Picture was taken by Dulce on 28 March 2023)

May 28, 2023 – After the last two years being held online, the JDF Open debate competition is finally held offline in collaboration with Sanata Dharma’s English Debate Society (EDS). The collaboration between both institutions has become the reason Sadhar Open this year is quite different from previous years. Together, the two institutes merged into JDF OPEN, a debate contest open to the public. 

Natasha Mariana, project manager of the JDF OPEN and the president of the English Debate Club (EDS) of Sanata Dharma University, explained that the collaboration between EDS and JDF happened since JDF was looking for an institute that would hold their upcoming event, and together both institutions merged as one. 

The JDF Open has brought a lot of excitement from the participants and judges who attended the event. Around 24 teams have participated in this event so they themselves can be crowned the debate winner of this year’s JDF Open. Lots of students came from universities such as the University of Indonesia (UI), UNIR, and the University of Gadjah Madha (UGM). Not only that, the judges that attended the exchange

came from prestigious universities such as Krisantus Danu Risanto representing Sanata Dharma, Astri Agustina representing UGM, and Hezron Kowardi representing UI. 

The teams are also given the liberty to name their team and make an alias for themselves. interesting teams that appeared on the rosters, such as team Anjing, I Want Fischl to Zap me 🥵⚡️, and 米秦 冰淇淋🍦. However, in all seriousness, the competition winner is from team 米秦 冰淇淋🍦, whose two members are Jeffrey Prawira Assaji and Desarnado Bagas Ellasa.

In this year’s event, JDF Open has no particular theme, except for the themes for each round, such as technology, relationships, and many more interesting and philosophical topics. Therefore, the participants are free to choose which topic to cover for this upcoming debate competition. The participants are given freedom for their theme, so they can debate as their heart desires. The judges will rate the winner based on their presented argument on the topic they have chosen for themselves, how it can be used in real-life scenarios, and how they elaborate their arguments on stage.

The event itself was a success, and the top two finalists were crowned in first and second place, respectively. From this joint event, EDS hopes that they can further improve their event, doing more collaboration with more debate institutions all over Indonesia, and can be a stepping stone for them to be known and proliferate outside of Sanata Dharma University. 

This event has brought a lot of valuable lessons for the EDS Club itself since all the members acted as coordinators for the event rather than the ones who are participating. The only suggestion they hope to realize for the next event is for the event proposal to be much quicker so they could use their time much more efficiently.

One of the participants from the public category Muhammad Zufar Farhan Zuhdi revealed that he was able to take part in this event because the marketing promotion team has used media broadcasts and the previous JDF Open WhatsApp group competitions as their promotion media. After registering himself, Farhan, as his nickname, was doing some preparation for the competition, such as practicing, reading various current issues in the media, and watching debate competitions that have done it before. 

In addition, when answering the opposing team’s arguments, Farhan said, “I don’t have any specific strategy. It’s just that if the opponent says A, then we have to reply with A minus. The important thing is we can search for detailed and structured answers so that the judges could understand.”

As a participant from outside Sanata Dharma University, Farhan stated, “I’m satisfied with the debate competition this year. I can get excited about this year’s debate.” Farhan also expressed his happiness at attending the event, he added, “Especially since this is the first year of offline competition after the previous years it was held online.”

For instance, he has taken part in the event each year and is impressed by how the Sadhar Open has grown and transformed from an online competition to an offline competition. According to him, the debate motions this year were quite challenging, so it made him obtain new insights from the answers of the opposing team and feedback from the judges. 

Although Farhan did not have big hopes for this year’s tournament because he just wanted to enjoy the occasion since the excitement of the offline debate could be felt again this year. He was also delighted with his accomplishment of placing second in the competition. Overall, he is pleased to be there for the accomplishments as well as the event’s dynamic and enjoyable atmosphere. He also praised this year’s debate competition that was held by the EDS Club, “This event was pretty well executed even though I understand that the organizer of this event is still in college and doesn’t have much experience because lately it’s been so much online.” He also praised the committees’ efforts in terms of the room arrangement, welcoming participants, logistics, and various supports for the participants and judges.

Farhan’s suggestion is that next year’s debate competition will be livelier, and he also hopes that there will be more teams that will take part so that the competition can be more exciting. “Even though there were 24 teams–and that was quite a lot–if you can add more, maybe up to 40 teams, the event can be even more exciting,” he said.

 

Journalist: Putu Beryl Putra Widyadhana

Reporter: Dulce Cicilia Sariri

Editor: Nanda Pratama Putera Tomasila, Vonna Meisya Saputra (QC)

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Creative Writings Flash Fiction

ACQUIESCENCE

 

April 24, 2023. 12 p.m.

“Be back before 8 p.m.,” her dad said with the I’ll-kill-you-if-you-don’t tone without giving me a look in the eyes.

“Okay, Sir,” I agreed in acquiescence.

I rolled my eyes as soon as I turned to the front door. It had been a year since I last met her. How could he expect ten hours to be enough to redeem all the dates we had missed?

We walked out, and I gave her the helmet. She put them on with a frown and silence spoken all over her lips. I was going to ask her if there was something wrong until I saw her dad still staring from afar. That was when I knew the answer: we should escape as soon as possible.

4.15 p.m.

“Are you okay?” that was the third time I asked her.

“I’m fine,” and that was the third time she gave me the same answer. ‘I’m fine’, but her fingers keep peeling the too-short-nails. Ten minutes ago, I said ‘STOP’ as she went too far, opening a tissue on her frontline skin, and triggering a little blood out, yet it now seemed like she forgot that the scars were even there in the first place.

I could give you some of my guesses: a) Immature parents issue, so she had to be the one keeping the family together again, b) Money issues and her family were doing the best job at wasting them, c) She was overthinking her future plans and losing her memory about how strong and amazing she could be.

Four years of relationship made me notice the patterns. Of course, there were other possibilities, which was the reason why I did not want to assume. Pushing her to talk would possibly push her to push me away, too.

I kept staring at her in concern instead for the next few seconds, hoping the stars I blinked would send her enough bravery to speak. Instead, she looked away. She lifted her head and searched for the stars above, then realized that even the sky refused to give her enlightenment. 

I lifted my head and stared at the darkness as well. There used to be two stars shining bright a year ago at this hour, I remembered. That night we said “See you soon” to each other.

7.30 p.m.

I couldn’t do this anymore. This whole day, our only day of the encounter before she would go back to college in Jakarta tomorrow was filled with me waiting for answers that never came. I had told her my stories, which she once said she always wanted to hear directly, but she kept repelling them with worries. I was pretty sure she did not even remember the names of friends I mentioned.

For the last attempt, I asked, “Are you okay?” 

… silence.

“I wish we had more time to talk.” She smiled weakly, looking down. 

“Okay,” I agreed in acquiescence. 

“I am feeling anxious, but I’m not sure why,” she confessed.

7.58 p.m.

I thought she was going to elaborate more, but that was it. 

I was willing to stay, negotiate with time, and not care about dying for a bit, yet her uneasy hands said no. She was full of new contradictions I couldn’t recognize, and we already ran out of time to decode them.

“You are worried about the curfew, aren’t you?” I stated the obvious least she could answer.

She nodded in acquiescence, seemingly exhausted and lost in her hidden questions.

“Alright, let’s get you home.” I grabbed the motorbike key on the table.

8.27 p.m.

“Are you okay?” 

It was not me who asked that. 

We were a kilometer away from her house. The night air was getting colder as the motorbike rode uphill. We entered the dark and long village road. I couldn’t do this anymore. 

I confessed, “You know what?! I don’t care. I am tired of pleasing everyone’s feelings. I am pissed. I am pissed at your dad. I mean, we used to go out until ten, and it was totally fine! I bet he did not know that because he was always away from you, at work, always busy.

Meanwhile, he only gives us one day to spend together before you return to Jakarta tomorrow. He did not even look me in the eyes earlier! It annoyed me so bad.”

I adjusted the rearview mirror so I could see her reaction. Stunned, but I had not finished yet.

“If we just have more time, maybe we can figure out what is happening and discuss this together, but you have been silent for the whole day! Our only day. I can guess that it is probably a family issue, a big one. And it pissed me off. So much! That you have to go through all this hassle while I can’t even do much to help you.”

My heartbeat rushed. I exhaled as if I had just run a thousand miles of a marathon, panting. I did not realize that I had been gripping the gas pedal like I wanted to crush it.

The rearview mirror shook violently after the last speed bump, and then it suddenly went steady. Her home was a hundred meters away now, and I could see her face more clearly under the street light.

The stars were lit in her eyes. Her smile now pictured an exhaling relief as if she had been waiting for the words to be spoken for her. 

The answer was my acquiescence all along.

 

Author: Agnes Seraphine

Editor: Sitti Aminah Intan Utami, Vonna Meisya Saputra (QC)

Illustrator: Angelita Dayang Diva